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After a long time... a proof of life!


Some things happened in the last time. Uninportant, as well as important things.


But summing up stuff in a blog is boring, if you´re not talking about the day/ night you´re writing it.


That is my opinion.

I bought an so-called "eee PC" , a handy netbook. So I can log my day in the evening on my way home! Yay!


It´s late. Gotta go having a meeting with my pillows.


I´ll try to start writing tomorrow. 


I wish I could rename the blog. "hinterwald" is strange.






17.11.08 22:59


Now a serious question:


Why are Bulletin Boards always hacked on my free days, especially in the evening?


Dude, you don´t know how that sucks. Seems to be the third time now.  

17.7.08 23:55


I was confronted with complete stubborness again.

It´s so effective to be stubborn, yet so senseless.
I mean, you insist on something that is proven wrong and say you were "believing in your opinion" (maybe an excuse for incapability to accept change).
And those folks who are lucky - when their opponent´s arguments are also proven to be wrong later - are celebrated because they were soo"decisive" all the time.

What´s that?

"You suck and were lucky - now you´re a hero!"

If I were lucky all the time ... well... I would accept this behavior. But not in the present situation.

16.7.08 18:25


Now my first real entry.

I know, I know, I don´t have to to write in english here. Nevertheless its a nice language. Feeling more warm. German is so "calculating".
They say German is a language of poets and geniuses.


It´s just so hard and cold, even algebra sounds like a mothers voice compared to the german language. Even if you use emotional words it´s like throwing with stones.
And writing in German... who ho. No.

So. The blog.

Today I sat in the clinic, Chit chat with my doctor about diabetes. Driving there took an hour - just to be told that everything´s fine. Great. Really, that´s great... uhm... but somehow disturbing. The last days were strange anyway. Thinking about normal stuff all the time. Thinking about thinking. So you never run out of ideas.

The holidays may be the cause, but I´m not really sure. I have so much free time, I even helped my old man working in the garden!

I´m missing school somehow, it´s a meeting point in a way. And I am missing the band (officially the "School´s Band Working Group" - sounds better in german, I have to admit). We played once in a week, but that was enough to entertain me. ´Same about sports. Volleyball two times a week was perfect. Scheduled. So I could orientate my week all around that stuff.

At least I have now a bit time think about song texts and shit.

Just finished reading a novel. Written by a german author. I started a Tom Clancy today, but he´s just writing about weapons.

Let´s see what entertainment the upcoming week brings.

16.7.08 01:39


Tears flowing out of me
Flowing in my veins

Nothing more to see
Nothing left to be
Nothing left to hear
Those are the last tears to bear

I restart
I do what
want to do
what I wanna be

Now standing on the ground
now feeling my very bones

Nothing more to loose
Nothing left to use
Everything ´s up to become very good

I restart
I do what
want to do
what I wanna be

16.7.08 01:25


You think it´s impossible to enjoy the life in a different way than you do.


And if you find evidence that you - in fact - can, you´re  just fascinated. Mesmerized.

16.7.08 01:20

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